I just got kicked off of this site because of mercury in retrograde. But you know what? That's okay. This blog is just for me.
I have been so tired lately dealing with the grief and sadness of my mother's medical condition. Holding space for my sister, managing my own feelings and mental health. I did sleep well last night and wanted to stay in bed all day. It's been raining here, but not enough for my taste. I want it to rain long and hard and I want to curl up in bed with a good book and a cup of tea.
But I don't have to rely on the weather for me to take care of myself emotionally. This 60 Day challenge is doing a great job of that. It's something to look forward to. It's not too strenuous. It has elements of deep relaxation, but I also feel like I'm working towards something which is helpful in getting myself out the bed. Sure, my core strength isn't great, and I do feel like I've been doing a lot of emotional eating, so I'm soft and flabby. But soft is good. Soft and slow are even better. And that's where I am right now. I don't have to answer to anybody. I don't have to prove anything.
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